Love is Lost
Remember those days...
When we loved every moment together?
When we were always so passionate towards each other?
I always desired being with you,
But my ambitions never seemed to hold true.
Now look as us...
Why are we always tearing each other apart?
Why do we always feel the need to break each other's heart?
Our love never seemed to be truely fulfilled,
And the lust we had was gradually killed.
I think it's time...
Why haven't we put this relationship to an end?
Why was our love never able to mend?
It's too late now, it's time to end what we started.
My heart has now... Just departed.
Losing Faith
Tools laying beside a dusty bible,
Evidence of fading faith,
Still feeding it to takers,
As if I had enough to give.
Writing with carpal hands,
Shaking and contorting,
As I press on in desperation,
Unsure who I'm trying to convince.
Telling you truths of the heart,
When it beats no more,
With blood of the living,
Dust laiden, from inside out.
Transfusing it all for you,
When these veins are barren,
Broken parts of me,
Still believed to a degree.
Yet the dust settles over,
Praying, hoping, believing,
Mustered not for this grimy being,
But for the clean and pure.
You could use it for more,
Even as you lay upon the ground,
Your face covered under a vail,
Of countless tragedies.
Still you shine and burn,
Like the brightest star in midnight sky.
I sit below you,
Praising you,
Still nothing... but dust.
Let Go
In this world
support is ridden down by sarcasm
and acceptance has been drowned
by endless judgement.
While care,
has been lit afire and transformed
into a burning mockery
of what once was.
There is no hope for reliance,
no room for faith,
and trust is...wait, what is that?
All these things
are now ashes upon my tongue,
alongside the tears
once again dried up.
And I feel my only chance
is to be alone.
Though even dependence upon thy self,
feels much too faulty for my liking.
I have some more, I just couldn't find them for some reason.