So after hearing the news today of me failing Geometry for the year I got kind of pissed and instead of punching something i decided to write this. It took my about 30 mins, not my best but not my worst. Feedback is appreciated
Dieing and Starting Over
I'm Currently full of depression; but if you see me i show no expression
Come at me and ill show you aggression; But now I'm aiming towards succession
In the future people will do an impression; of me, but leme tell yall a confession
I hide away all feelings like decompression; But ill get it back like repossession
I'm sinking my self in a pond of words; Hearing sounds from hummingbirds
They're coming in a bundle of herds; wait there a sound i hear is it firebirds
All i see left is birds left in thirds; Violence struck here like thunderbirds
Left inside the group known as nerds; But all that's left in my hand is crosswords
5 letter synonym for the word dead; Picturing my face being red
But all that i can see in my head; its a round bullet made of lead
But all over the wall blood was spread; My face being left in a shred
But i cant even be saved by a med; and all that's left is me on my bed
Now i head towards the creators of this place; heading to a new life so fast its like a race
And I'm leaving behind not even a single trace; Its so beautiful up here so much space
Gates with the words written in black "grace"; And I can now look in the mirror with a new face
But yet I'm full of joy i walk in with a boldface; because now its time to start at my workplace
Make my life better than it has ever been; so now that I'm here i can begin
and ill walk to work with a simple grin; now able to heal myself from within;
and now ill have no more red on my skin; I'll now be able to be safe like Berlin
And be ask soothing as a violin; My life is now more perfect than a mandolin